I found myself thinking bad things
Hoping bad things
Doing bad things
again.....
I don't want to but the urge is to much
I'll try
I'll fail
gravity will impose
and i'll be down once again
the cycle will repeat itself
and i'll wish i never was
So i've learned that a real smile does not occur so easily
but with a sheer unspeakable force
but all those other things
twitching at the corner of my mouth
are ghosts
visible but never real...